i'm in ames, iowa at the moment. summer is so different this year than it has been in the past. i've had that taste of freedom, and i feel so constricted. i love being a nanny to my cousins in coon rapids, but i can't see my friends, and my curfew is ten. TEN! that is if i go anywhere. i've only had one friend come up to see me. i've seen my friends some, sure. but my weekends have been filled since the first week of summer. sure, i'm excited for vacation...but i really just want to spend time with my friends! at hooligans, on the lake, at perkins, and the MOA! i haven't been to the MOA all summer! its depressing. and i miss theater. i want to do a show so badly, i can feel it in my fingertips and toes. i've been sleeping horribly. i broke up with tyler, because this summer didn't come with a time allowance for a serious relationship.
i just want to be single.
i just want to be with my friends.
i just want a summer.